對於我呢個人黎講,今日好特別..
今日心情就好似場波咁大起大落..
最終輸了波..2:3 沒想到會有咁既結果
比賽前都冇咩期望...但打落就滿懷希望
成場波都未到水準..又double又姓..
對不起每一位隊友..有時見到你地打得咁辛苦
都有想過放棄..對自己懷疑..開始燥..
但又冇辦法發洩出來..只好死頂...
個人愈來愈緊...set唔到快攻..大鎚set唔到點..
問題依舊不變..其實在我身上..我知的..
多謝你們的容忍..如果我失誤少d可能已是另一回事..
輸了的一刻我感到高興..
因為我見到你們的努力..見到你們有了進步
打得番係你地自己應該有既表現...
但回家後..感到失落.對自己失望..好失望
做唔到一d應該要做得好好既野..士氣..鼓勵...提點
亦做唔到教練要求我做既野..
感覺上,輸波贏波..結果也是我一手造成..
練左咁耐..都好似冇以前咁好..
練左咁耐都係咁...我覺得好對唔住隊友對唔住教練..
對唔住曾經支持過我既人 更加對唔住既係我自己..
比賽係咁,對住妳也完全是一模一樣
我再搵唔到任何動力..再搵唔到自己既方向...
再找唔到任何目標...什麼也不想做..
唔知自己點繼續面對自己
我唔知之後既路要點行....應該點做..
努力還有用嗎?
polun快d好番
Journey It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me throughCause it's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause it's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you to you
